haven’t been writing here…
no need to bitch, i suppose during the past months? i just had other places to bitch 
and now….
she said i need to change, and it’s up to me.
while it’s more than what i deserve, all i can say is she doesn’t know me. she said she doesn’t like the person i have become. okay lang, because again, she doesn’t know me. ‘ika ng ni diana, i don’t need to explain myself. basta. what have i become anyway? irresponsibe? money-grubber? at least, the trust issue is about money. it’s just money.
still, i am thankful for the outcome. i just hope that she doesn’t come to the philippines any time soon, or go on video internet chat when she’s in MO. if she does come home, i hope i won’t be here any more…maybe in Cambodia? now that requires prayer and faith.
oh my Cambodian boy…please reciprocate my feelings…you are the only one missing in my life right now. make everything right by loving me. i need to feel loved and wanted for a change.
